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| Yeah; Well.. My mom keeps telling me how much she wants me to trust her; and I trust her- I ask her "Mom I need about 30 dollars on Sunday cause I want to get my nails done." "Okay Hunny, No Problem." So Sunday [today] rolls around; "Okay Mom can I get that money I wanna go get my nails done." Mom: "How much you need?" Me: "Between 30 and 35." Mom: "What?!?! I thought you were talking about your a manicure, I thought u would need 5 or 6 bucks. I'm not giving you 30 dollars!" Of course I then flip out; and of course my behavior is "irradic" again for flipping out; Which of course comes to the vast conclusion that I; am on drugs. Yes.  Well, I am probably the most pissed off person you'll meet today. To top that off; Vanessa is of course one of my best friends, However her Mom has weird reasoning and hates me. No matter what I do to try to fix it, Whether it's e-mailing her or just being overly nice when I see her; I'm still shit next to her.  So I can't hang out with her because "I'm a bad influence. I do drugs." Even though when her & I first became friends she got arrested for pot, and my mom didn't judge her. HmM. but hey; it's all good. My life sucks, it's not like it's bothering me that much. In other news, Idk. It's just a really bad day and I just want to cry. I'm not even sure as to why, Just not my day. I hate these kinds of days. Someone call me if you read this. I could use some cheering up. I'm sick of feeling the way I do all the time.. and I'm sick of all these fake smiles. I'm just sick of everything.  | | |
| Thursday Night, Time to update! 
So today was good. Couldn't get up this morning I was so tired. Finally got up around 6:45 and got ready quick and Pop's was nice enough not only to drive me to school, but get me some hot java too. Daddy is one cool guy I tell yah. So I get to school with my hair up in a pony-tail and everybody tells me to take it down to show off the new dew, but Oh No, I was smarter then that not only did I keep them dwelling to see it, but it looks like shit so everyone will be dissapointed as well!  Nothin' new. School was school. Mid-Terms start tomorrow. The ONE and ONLY plus to that is half days and free time. WhOot. So I go home on Jill's bus, have my Dad pick me up like 10 minutes later cause my bus driver's a bitch and won't let Jill come on mine without a note. Pssh Fuck her. So Dad and Matt go out to Hollywood Video to rent some movies, Cool; I know. Then Me & Jill had the house to ourselves. 4:2O came and went, you know how we do.   Just chilled, Jill left around 5:45 .. Then my commercial came on. OMG it was the HiGHLiGHT of my day. You know; the one with the skateboarding where it's like "And i'm like that's coo' " "Cause this is my United States of Whatevaaa" Ha. If you're not laughing you're not part of my cool crowd. That night was the ultimate shit. Me & Lisa had TOO good of a time with it. HA. So I chilled around, talked to a few people.. 8:3O rolled around, figured it would be a good time to shower and shower is what I did. Then I did a conditioning heat treatment and my hair looks all shiny! LYKE WOAH!  By the time I finished all the blowdrying, and straightening, and all that jazz, it was 9:OO. Oh baby, CSi. HA. my boyfriends in that show. His name is Nick.  "Heh. Heh. Heh." I WiSH. Moving right along, Half day tomorrow, Jill's coming + sleeping over.. The usual Friday night.. Hopefully some drinkage, It's fallen through the last few weekends, Which sucks some MAJOR cock, but hey.. it's all goood. i'm out SUCKAS. ha- I made an observation. This was a relatively long entry. I'm so in detail, and it's not even like anyone reads this. SiGhh. Pathedic, I know. haha. New Screen Name :: all or nothinq x -- add it. I'll feel LOVED. somethin new. heh.
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| Hey hey kiddoz. I'm chillaxin wit Jill right now waitin' to get my hair did. I'm so scaredd. I still don't know if ima dye it. blahh- I'm bombarded with homework.. Bahh. Ashley and I were very .. "Open" in Butler's class today. hahaha. And today was Jerry's B-day.. He had a PiMP hat. Too Cool. I have a new song on here everyday, Pathedic I know. ha- I got a new screen name, if you want it, Leave a comment.. So I feel cool. In other news, I passed my driver's Ed. test with an 80%!!! SOOO happy. Can't even imagine. WhOoooTt. Well, I haven't got much to say so I'm going to go. K BYE. | | |
| hey xangaurz..
Last night was the funnest night of my life. Oh, it was so grand! I went to my dearest Ashleys. And what did we do you ask? Oh, it's true.. We partied. I made a new friend, her name's Lisa. She's cool & loves my laugh. Ha- Justin & Charlie were also enjoying the festivities with us. We just chilled in her basement, watching Finding Nemo, Playing Cherades & Trivial Pursuit, but not just any trivial pursuit, understand.. Trivial Pursuit On DVD. Oh, It's true! I can not wait till the next party. ha- In other news, School is tomorrow. That's a complete bummer. I despise that place. The only joy I get out of it is one of my classes because I'm with Ashley period 7. That is joyous. And I just got a lovely phone call saying " Be ready I'm picking you up in a half hour." It scared me at first, But I now have plans of going to the mall! YES! I'm going to get ready ! .. Later Days <3 | | |
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